Voices In My Head!

This Why I Love You =)

2011-12-22T23:48:00.019+08:00

Hello My Dear Blog~! Like always, I visit once in awhile when the mood comes :)
So sooo much to update about my Life! But here's one that I really wanna share, and it means so much to me..

I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND NOW !! Wooohooo~!! No more lonely nights, no more sitting alone at my balcony, staring at the moon and wondering when I'll fall in love again! My life is filled with happiness & joy & so much LOVE from her!

1 quote that I love the most:

For my Boo,
I can feel it for myself now.. You make me realize how deep and madly someone can fall in love. And you make everything feels so right. You fill up the missing pieces of my Life. You give me the love I dream of having, the love I prayed for all this time.. I'm sooo in Love with You~

And here's some bits of what I received today.. Something that makes me float in the sky, drunk with love again!

I want to wake up to you every morning (I would love mornings then), I want to wake you up in the night to have sex, and I want you to be the last thing I see before my eye lids get heavy and shut.
While your heart beat creates a steady rhythm to which I drift off into my dreams.
But it all honestly I won’t want to sleep, it is pure exhaustion that will force me to close my eyes…because you laying next to me in reality is better then dreaming about it.
I want to be the girl that will make you smile when you’re sad and hold you together when you’re broken.
I want to walk down the street holding your hand just so everyone will stare at me in awe because I am with the most phenomenal person and they are all just jealous.
I want to kiss you so passionately that you forget to breathe and only reason I pull away is because you start turning a slight shade of blue.
I want to build a dream house with you. Fill it with memories and desires, with laughter and smiles. I want this dream house to become a reality.
I want to be the reason you wake up smiling every morning, fall asleep laughing, and sleep with a grin plastered on your face.
I want to make you happy. I want to have Sunday morning breakfasts in bed with u..
I want to curl up next you on the couch watch the evening news and read a good book. I want to cook for you and let you cook for me without making fun of you (promise). I want to do Christmas baking together.
I want to have date nights. I want to drag you across the world with me. I want you to meet my family…I want you to be part of my family.
I want you…the good the bad and the ugly.
I hope that I am enough. I hope that I can give you everything you want. I want to make you smile.
We’ll most likely have problems, like any typical couple. We’ll fight, I’ll yell, you’ll curse, I’ll cry, we’ll say shit we probably don’t mean, and some things we probably do. Things will get ugly, there will be times where I won’t want to speak to you.
I’m not gonna promise you cotton candy and rainbows all the time because that’s not reality. Love hurts, it takes work. I wish more people realized this.
But none of that matters…because at the end of the day despite any fight, you’re the person I want and whether I am mad at you or not I’ll still tell you I love you and mean it with every bit of me. You’re the one I’ve been waiting for, and I won’t let you go. As long as you’re willing to stay and work through every struggle we come across, then baby so am I. ♥

Love you to pieces my boo boo!

Path Ahead

2011-04-22T23:50:00.010+08:00

I don't know where I'll be in the next 6 months. Feels like I want a new job & a change of environment. But I'm starting to kind of like my job here now. Can't believe it took me 9 months, right before I feel like totally leaving, I make some friends in the office. Damn..

Is it time for me to start a new chapter of my life somewhere else? KL is getting kinda boring here. Especially in the city. There's traffic everywhere. Cars and people flood the roads & every mall. Its impossible to close your eyes and walk straight 10 metres without bumping someone else here.

As for me, I don't fancy crowded places. And I really really.. really miss Penang badly now. Home sweet home. Guess I never knew what loneliness really is until I moved here alone. But I take it as an adventure, a path I should travel to learn more about life, and about myself.

@ Batu Ferringhi Beach

When I first took this job, and moved to KL, it felt Great! Standing in my office on the 15th floor, I looked out the window and I said to myself, "I'm in KL now.. a foreign place with different lifestyle. This is goin' to be great!". Then 2 days after, I was sent to Medan for training & work haha.. There goes "I'm in KL". But then again, felt even better when I looked out the window in Medan on my 9th floor office! I'm in Medan! And will be there for 2 months!

Living there for 2 months is completely different from going for a holiday visit. For the 1st month, hell yeah it felt like holiday! It gets better actually.. being somewhere for 2 months is great. No thanks for 3rd though hehe.. I made new friends and I learnt so much about their culture and their lifestyle. Best part.. fortunately with some malay speaking base, I managed to pick up some Indonesia slang speaking Indonesia language! I actually think I speak better Indonesia than Melayu! =P

Staying in the company guest was the best thing that ever happened to me for this job. People from all around Indonesia & Malaysia were there. I made friends from Jakarta, Bali, Bandung, and Medan of course.. and many more! And even manage to meet 1 of my best friend now, her name, Monique Berlian Asuanto Harleyda! Hahaha...What stupid long name is that!? Mind me, I wasn't being rude, I call her 'Stupid', and she calls me 'Ugly'! =D Another stupid phrase she will always say to me is "What r u f*cking doing ugly!?". I just wanna say.. Hey Stupid! If you happen to read my ugly blog someday, I want you to know that I F*cking Miss You!!!

And you'll always be one of my Bestest Best Friend ever! :)

Charissa, Claudia, Me, Monique & Zenith! Pweety & Cwazy girls! ;P

I can't wait for my next weekend to come! My best friends from Penang will be coming over to KL for the weekend. And then I'll be back in Penang for 2 months for my project! Weee! Home sweet home baby! And also my Birthday! Hah! Lalalala~ It's gonna be Aweeesome, I know!

Okay.. I'm getting out of topic. But it's fun! hehe.. So, path ahead? I really don't know. But as the saying goes, it'll be alright in the end! If it's not, it ain't the end yet, right? :)

Gotta live life to fullest no matter what happens!

Just droppin' by

2011-02-24T19:03:00.004+08:00

Just realize I kind of whine alot on my blog Lol. Guess I gotta admit I'm a big-time Whiner.

But it looks like things have changed lately, getting all better for me :)

Been having much fun! Getting back the good ol' ME together, found my bits confidence and bits of sunshines here & there & everywhere!

Love my new camera~ :D

Have a good day hehe!

Quotes 2 Share

2011-02-17T18:12:00.015+08:00

Quotes taken from Twitter.. I love Twitter! ;P

Love

1. Someday, someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.

2. If a girl is stupid enough to love you after you broke her heart, I guarantee you, she is the one.

3. If she's amazing, she wont be easy. If she's easy, she wont be amazing. If she's worth it, u wont give up. If u give up, ur not worthy.

4. Intelligence. #ThatsSexy!

5. SINGLE is NOT a status. It's a word that best describes a person who is strong enough to live and enjoy life without depending on others.

6. The best thing in life is finding someone who knows all your weakness and still thinks you're completely amazing.

7. Girls who put SELF CONFIDENCE as a make up, #ThatsSexy!

8. I don't want another Cinderella story. I don't even want a Twilight story. All I want is you & me. Our own story with our own happy ending.

9. Once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale.

10. If you think my eyes are beautiful, it's because they're looking at you.

Life

1. Don't do revenge. Those that hurt you will eventually screw up all by themselves.

2. Cheat On Your FEARS. Break Up With Your DOUBTS. Get Engaged To Your FAITH & Marry Your DREAMS.

3. Kids, one important thing to learn in life is to never look back. That's where all the monsters are.

4. Think big. Talk little. Love much. Laugh easily. Work hard. Give freely. Pay cash and be kind. It's enough!

5. 90 people have Swine Flu, and everyone wants to wear a mask. A million people have AIDS, and nobody wants to wear a condom!

6. Decide what you want, believe you can have it, believe you deserve it, and believe it's possible for you.

7. We go to sleep without any assurance of being alive the next morning, yet we still set the Alarm to wake up. That's called HOPE!

8. Heart tells the eyes: "See less" because you see and I suffer lot. Eyes replied: "Feel less" because you feel and I cry a lot.

9. Ideas cost nothing yet have the potential to yield inexplicably long careers & happy lives. So go ahead: dream a l'il dream.

10. Never make the same mistake twice. There are so many new ones, try different one each day!

Letter to God

2011-01-20T23:33:00.005+08:00

Dear God,

I realise I have a hard time living alone! What is wrong with me? Geezz.. = ="

I lived with my ex-girlfriend for 5 years, spending every single day together.. Honestly, at that time, I wished I could get a little more of my OWN time.. doing my OWN things.. on my OWN!

But eewwww.. now that I'm really on my own, this is just freaking TOO MUCH! I wonder if other people have the same problem... sigh =/

The kind of life I imagined before moving to KL was totally different from reality now! I imagined me, hooking up with ex-georgians on weekends.. hanging out, karaoke.. n stuff! But then again.. reality proves its so much harder done than thought! Basically, EVERYONE I know in KL is staying in PJ.. Duuh~ I'm the only idiot staying in town zzz... which is about an hour drive away from PJ, for God's sakes! And Oh ohh..!! On top of all this, CAR-less! Yeah... I'm very nicely stuck within the radius of 2km from my house, walking distance.

Then I imagined meeting a new bunch of really cool friends & hopefully some cool colleagues I can hangout with. But EwWwWw... This part kinda sucks even worse. Turns out there are only 8 staff in the office from my company. And.. let's just say, no luck getting someone who could 'click' with me. Talking about 'new bunch of cool friends'.. Been in KL for 7 months and still... NONE.. I'm really starting to wonder is it MY PROBLEM, not making any friends or.... ughh.. heaven knows why!

And Hey...! It's Public Holiday...Thaipusam! I wasted my day sitting at Mamak, played 4 hours of Dota! Uuugghh.. I really wish I'm already at the bottom of my life right now, just waiting to bounce back up! When can I see a better day, God? When will things start to get better?!

From your beloved lost child,

Lim Yueh Yih <-- Me...My name on IC, Passport, even tombstone in the next few decades! Your answers to ME please..!

Sucks!

2011-01-12T21:48:00.004+08:00

Sucks to be alone in KL! I wanna go back to Penang FFS!! I got a Hell looong list of reasons why I don't like it here!! Arrggghhh..!

1. No friends!

2. No car!

3. Lame broadband!

4. No aircond in my room!

5. No water heater in the toilet!

6. Gotta walk back & forth to work everyday!

7. No grandma cooked soup!

8. I'm sick and it sucks!

9. No washing machine!

10. I still hate folding clothes!

11. I got no table in my room = ="

12. Nobody yamcha with me!

For f*ck's sakes.. I simply feel like shite living here... Am I whining too much arr???!! *&%#*&%#*&@

A New Beginning 2011 !!

2011-01-11T21:14:00.005+08:00

Promised myself I would set some new year resolution to achieve this year. AND I WILL FREAKING DO IT! RAWRRR...!!! =P

1) Study for my job review in June!

To get promoted AT LEAST 2 ranks from where I am now! Study.. Focus.. And WIN like I always do..!

2) Meditation..

30mins everyday. So far, not so good. I fall asleep every time, maybe coz I meditate before bedtime, err.... in sleeping position. hahahahahaha!!

3) Time Management. Work Hard. Play Hard.

Stop staring at facebook... = ="

4) Start saving $$$.

Gaaaahh... I totally suck at this.

5) And hopefully, can find myself a new GOOD girlfriend.. hahaha but this is sooo out of my control!

That's all... Not greedy lah.... 4 Must-Achieve resolutions, the last one, I'll leave it up to God! ^^

Lesson 1: Have A Little Faith

2010-10-25T22:25:00.008+08:00

Alright, I'm still going through and dealing with the changes I want for myself. It's been 2 weeks since my last post and fortunately, things are getting better for me :) Well, not anything physically but not feeling as bad anymore.

I guess I was pushing myself too hard back then, trying to force all these new attitudes inside me. Personally, this is the conclusion I get for myself why I felt like trying to change is killing me. I'm just going to do it ONE STEP AT A TIME. SLOWLY... unlike the old me, who wants things done fast and quick with the least effort! Hahaha... yeah I know I'm a friggin' lazy smart-ass wanna-be. xD

So.. I bought a book from MPH, 'have a little faith' at Johor airport. Just to see Borders selling it at 50% in KL next 2 days zzz... Anyway, I'm not a big fan of reading. Just once in awhile, when I feel like I have too much time, lazing around in my room. In fact, I'm starting to feel like most of the time, I'm just staring at Facebook, waiting for people to post something interesting and just drop a comment. Sounds pathetic huh?

So at MPH, I screened through quickly at the 'Best Selling' section, and this humble little book, it's title doesn't even have capitals on it, just caught my sight. It somehow hits straight to my heart, I knew I needed to know a little more about faith.

I always thought faith is just about believing. Believing on something like, REAL HARD Believing. But then I realized, Faith is not just about believing. It's about DOING it that matters. Making it happen! Damn.. I was such an idiot.

Here's a quote from the book that I really like. Nothing related to Faith though.. I just like how great wisdom sometimes lies right in front of our eyes, simple enough, yet we never realize. :P

"Ask yourself, 'Why did God create but one man?'", the Reb said, wagging a finger.

"Why if he meant for there to be faiths bickering with each other, didn't he create that from the start?

He created trees, right? Not one tree, countless trees. Why not the same with man?"

"Because we're all from that one man - and all from that one God. That's the message."

Then why, I asked, is the world so fractured?

"Well, you can look at it this way. Would you want the world to all look alike?

No. The genius of life is its varieties."

A Change

2010-10-13T23:47:00.008+08:00

There are times in our life that feels like.. we need a change. Some people resist to change, are afraid of change. In fact, a lot does, including myself. It's scary, losing myself all of a sudden, wanting and trying to be a new person. Starts to feel like I don't know myself anymore. All these insecurities.. feeling unstable all the time.. and not knowing what I want next day when I get up from my bed!

To be honest, it's starting to really scare the hell out of me right now. It just feels like... just feels like I used to be happy on my small boat. It rocks side to side and gets out of track sometimes.. but I feel safe on it. I was confident with my boat, was proud of it! I knew it would get me to my destination no matter what waves and storms were to hit.

And now, it has finally came to a point where I feel my boat is no longer good to keep myself moving to my next destination. I needed a better, stronger one. It is no longer just the waves and storms ahead but a hell lot more to come! I NEED A CHANGE.

When I was a kid.. about 10 years old, I used to have this kind of a "yearly revolution" thing with myself. On 31st Dec of every year, right before I go to bed, I would tell myself "Okay Yueh Yih.. its a new beginning tomorrow morning. Its a new year ahead, with new teachers, new class and probably some new friends! WHAT KIND OF PERSON DO I WANT TO BE FOR THIS GREAT YEAR?" I would tell myself, alright.. you been pretty quiet. (1) "Make some noise! Be Noisy!". And some other things like 'Dam.. you dropped out to 2nd class this year! Start studying! Be hardworking!'.

It used to be EASY.. And it all went pretty well. I became a better person everytime I do that.. Well at least, becoming someone I wanted to be. Then I stopped doing that after moving to secondary school. I just kinda.. do whatever I wanted, be whatever I feel like being.. and it was still OK! Still did Great!

BUT NOW..!!?? I really want to know what's going on with me! I can't picture myself achieving these anymore. I have no idea what to tell myself, what kind of person I wanna be now... This just Sucks!! I have been awfully quiet lately. Those words just seems reluctant to come out of my mouth. These thoughts.. they just keep running around in my head, jokes trying to push their way out of my lungs! But.. I just didn't let it out. It's killing me inside.. all these thoughts inside are starting to drown me! I tried talking to some people. I even tried talking to God. It helped for awhile. Hell yeah.. awhile like in 1 or 2 days! And I'm back here.. trying to talk to my Blog for god's sakes!

PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO !!! I FEEL SO DAMN LOST !!! LOST ON MY NEW DAMNED BOAT !!!

I just wanna be a better person.. :(

Milestones

2010-08-15T22:43:00.002+08:00

Here goes my destinations in my new company...

1. KL (Main Office)

This is where I'll be when I'm off projects or when I have nothing to do.

2. Medan

This is where I am now. Part of my project team mates are here, so training done here.

3. Pasir Gudang, Johor

My project site. Should be going there next month & start doing some practicals.

4. Perai or Lumut (Depends on my project manager)

This is where they're planning to station me. Alone. When I can start doing things on my own.. And I darn hope it's gonna be Perai !! At least I can go back to Penang!!

Sigh.. Looks like a pretty lonely journey that I'll be going through for the next few months. No complains though.. (actually I did haha..) but I chose this path & I guess I'll just have to keep going on to see what's ahead!

My Theories..

2010-08-14T00:44:00.009+08:00

Well.. to my friends out there, I know a lot of you are graduating this year. Be prepared for a total change of environment, new sets of challenges (especially office gossips), meet new friends - unfortunately, not all friends are cool like the ones you had in college/uni hehe... etc etc..

And if I'm not mistaken, I believe today would officially be my 1-year working anniversary! (I just realised..) Okay.. nothing special about this, I'm still gonna be working for very very long time. Thing is.. I don't know, maybe it's just me or maybe most people get this feeling. It's not so fun to work 9 hours a day!! For god's sakes... unlike college! only 4 hours a day, and not even 5 days a week!

Seriously, it's not about the 'working' problem.. It's the TIME! You work 9 hours, spend 30mins preparing for work, and another 45mins stuck in traffic jam getting to work. And yet another 45mins getting back home. That's 11 hours alright. And you sleep 8 hours, leaving you with only 5 hours. Let's not forget about breakfast & dinner which is about 1 hour. Daily chores.. 1 hour. Get on facebook.. 1 hour. Now you're left with oh-so-precious 2 hours... =.=" Oii... Pang-sai oso need 15mins lah!! Please tell me what you can with that 1hour 45mins? So thats how I ended up in my rotten blog. =P (Really sorry, haven't been updating my blog)

Now that I'm stuck in Medan, with very lame connection.. I may be writing more hehe.. Just maybe!

OK... back to what I really wanted to write...

I'm one that don't really enjoy reading. I don't read "How to be a happy teen", "Happy Chicken Soup" (or whatever you call it)... But I do love theories like that. And as people say "As the saying goes... bla bla bla", I thought I might as well share my own theories here. You may not agree with what I say, or you may love it.. Please feel free to insult or compliment =)

I'm up for a good debate, or a sweet 'Thank you for your compliments' which I believe will definitely bring more insights & new prospects that would change how I see life (for the better reasons).

This year has been quite a bad year for couples. Few of my friends broke up recently, especially those who have been together for 2-3 years. And I myself lost a 6 years relationship. And guess what you get from all this? Lots of emo emo chats in MSN !!

I was chatting with a sad friend today and just somehow, when I'm comforting my friend, I realised this very special truth.

Theory #1 (this is not my theory, but it's good!)

There are 2 ultimate ways to solve ANY problem in this world.

1) You do the best you can to solve it.

2) If you can't solve it no matter how hard you try, Ignore it & just move on!

Many people can be heartbroken, lost, and just feels that life just s*cks! For very very long time. Some people can be sad for a week, some for a month, and some are totally screwed in this situation for years. But someday... someday you will snap out of this nightmare and MOVE ON! Have you ever seen some of your friends, being sad after a long time, and suddenly...

"Wheeww! What happened to you? You look different today.. You look happy!".

Theory #2

Yes it's true and hard to believe.. how these people can totally recover so suddenly, in just one day! The answer is simple. Because that is the day when they finally decide to ignore all those doubts and put all those sad memories away and just move on. =)

MSN Entertainment Awards 2009

2009-12-23T11:56:00.020+08:00

Few days left to a brand new year and I found this piece of article on MSN Today. One of it which I thought was really good!

The "Wasted Two Hours of My Life" Award, and guess who won? The movie Jennifer's Body! I bet anyone who watched it would've felt the same. *#&T^!@*^#@*&*@^&!^@#$&!!

"Longest two hours you ever wasted on a movie this year was Jennifer’s Body.I know Megan is hot but Jennifer’s Body was totally not."

THE "OH NO, YOU DIDN'T" AWARD

And then there's this "Oh No, You Didn't" Award - Adam Lambert.
I loved his voice..! I loved his guts..! And I definitely agree when I saw people commenting on his show on American Idol, "He didn't win the American Idol now but he'll become a Legend!"

Personally, I like what Lambert did hehehe... I believe its these kinds of actions that could actually move the world and influence people. Being the 1st one is always harsh! Few have the guts to step out front... and the strength to stand up for what they did, especially when the entire world is thrashing ruthless comments on you.

“In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope. In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort. In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream. And in a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe.” ~ Michael Jackson, his dreams change the world.

"Seriously Lambert, try to wait until after the show to do that please!"

Graduation!

2009-12-22T21:40:00.009+08:00

I've graduated 5 months now...and I had been lost for all this time! Take this as a piece of advice if you like it, or maybe just another funny way to for me to remind myself of what I'm about to say...

Life after school/college is like, beginning of a new journey...

When I was in college, I told myself each time when exam is approaching... *I've studied for 16 years!! since 7 till now I'm 22! How can I let myself down now that the 'end' is coming!? Hold on and don't give up just yet! Few nights without games and 'yamcha' with friends would be worthwhile in exchange for a "1st Class Honours" title, don't you think..!!?*

*** And THANK GOD, THANK KUAN YIN MA!! =P ***
Thank you so much, I'm blessed to finally get rewarded for what I fought for!!

The day I took my certificate from KDU, I have NO IDEA I'll be SO SOOO Happy & Excited!!
That rush of happiness..felt like it was rushing through my veins and every cell in my body was celebrating with me! Hehehe, yea... tears of joy, pride, and gratitude too! (and the radio was playing No Boundaries - Kris Allen, which kinda triggered the 'tear' part)

" With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries "

Time to be nice...

2008-11-12T18:46:00.015+08:00

To me, blogging is really all about saying things that you don't say in real life. Telling people things that you wont tell in front of them. 2 nights ago, on my bed, I spent about 30 minutes thinking back moments of my secondary school life with a some friends. Happy, memorable times, and sad, unhappy events which I will really remember for the rest of my life.

To Hooi Fong:
You're really the 1st person I would like to say thank you and a million times of sorry. You're most probably the person I hurt the most in secondary school.
Thank you for being such a great friend through these years, and of course, being one of the best friend in my life. =)

1) I remember you telling me "Yueh Yih! Lu pian liao!!! (U changed!!)" when I yelled at you in Form 4. I know it was really mean of me to yell at you like that. I'm sorry!!!

2) SORRY again!!! For breaking the cup you give to me on my birthday as present! I somehow dropped it on the floor accidently, and heard cracking noise >.< !! But here's what I want u to know...that will be the most memorable event/present which I will remember for the rest of my life! =)

To Kok Quin:
Heh...I know I piss you off lotsa times but I seriously hope u don't keep them in heart. Hmm, other than arguing with u all the time, I really don't know what else to say. But I thought of some memorable times with you in secondary school hahaha!

1) It was some annual dinner in St. Xaviers at night...we had this buffet dinner thing. And I remember both of us started to play a game. We make something for each other to eat, and we must finish it no matter what! I remember putting all those fruit in a glass, then using a spoon to crush them so that the juice flows out, then added chilli and tomato sauce!!! hahahaha!!! it sure looks disgusting!!! yucks!!! And you made me something simple, but worse in taste!! It was Ais Kacang + heh kor(the black sauce u eat with laksa)!! Ewww....but of course, we finished it off NO MATTER WHAT! BRAVO!! XD

2) I somehow remember you always reading newspaper in class, when the teacher is teaching in front =.="

3) Oh yea, before Form 4, (b4 sitting next to u in class), I always asked u to show me your drawings & sketches... But you never do! I know you don't show ur drawings to just anyone =P. But guess what? Since mid year Form 4, suddenly 1 day, u were so excited, running to the seat beside me, and pulling out your new piece of work, and said "Wei lai lai, hor lu kua, sui bo?!" hahaha... seriously, I was kinda surprised back then, you showed them willingly to me, without even me asking.

4) Thanks for waking me up in class when the bell rings for next subject, or recess XD

5) Thanks for being my "Quick-add-maths" teacher in class haha...You're the main reason I din't fail my add-maths =P. I have to say, u're such a good+understanding teacher in add-maths for me... Able to teach me quickly up to 3-4 chapters in 30 minutes hahaha

6) Thanks for teaching me about art! I know I don't have a single artistic cell in my body. I can't even draw a decent looking anime face before knowing u. But of course, you taught me well again haha!

Surprise!! I'm sure u remember these!!

Hungry Ghost Collection
Girl drew by Kok Quin - Guy drew by me!
The hat on the guy was drew by KQ to actually cover off that ugly hair I drew for him at first place LOL...turned out to look really good =P
p/s: I love this the most! hehe

Dead Brides Collection - by Kok Quin

No title for this 1... by Kok Quin too hehe...

We were in this designing mood...drawing all those clothes, jeweleries stuff... I didn't draw much, most of em are by Kok Quin, and my designs are really shit!
So all these, I kept in my drawer for such a long time!! =D

Tagged by Kok Quin

2008-11-10T19:28:00.006+08:00

1. What is the relationship of you and her?
Know her since we were 8 (same class in standard 2), but it was in form 4 when we really started to get to know each other... So long huh~

2. Your five impressions towards him/her.
Smart, artistic, definately a mean person(don't step on her 'tail') but can be nice SOMETIMES, a good friend, good sense of humour~ and...1 extra, I like the way she talks lol...

3. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you.
Hmm... o.O helping me fetch the 'pink book' in Form4 & 5 from office early in the morning when I couldn't wake up? XD
Pink book(forgot wat it's called) = the one which every teacher have to sign in each class, & make sure nobody ponteng class!

4. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you.
"Broken rules are meant to be mend" when I told her "Rules are meant to be broken"
A line too good, which somehow made me a little more obedient sometimes hehe..

5. If she/he become your lover, you will...
see pig flying in the air, monkeys marching in Gurney Plaza, and I'll set up a store inside SGGS canteen selling condoms!!

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will...
no idea... maybe shout her in the ears until she dies. And still hear what i shout after dieing!! =.=" (what a painful death~)

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on...
seriously, she doesn't need any improvement if we became lovers...but I'll need a full brain scan!!!

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is...
If i knew, I would do something to prevent it from happening rite? stupid question~

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
Argue with her more! LOL... its so fun!

10. The overall impression of her/him is?
o.O this question sounds familiar...oh look!! question 2!!!
ok lar, give face abit... really smart~

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
I am a lesbian! LOL... c'mon, ask them, not me

12. The character of you for yourself is?
smart, good-tempered, really really stubborn (taurus), I may sound like I'm very rude but I'm a really really nice+good person =P

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Lazy, sleeping too much, can't wake up in the morning, being stupid at times, and being so stubborn!

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
God... duh~ 5 year old kid wanna be like Justin Timberlake arr? Be proud of who u are!

Part 2
15 things about me...

1) I have to sleep extra 30 minutes on my bed after my alarm rings
2) I smoke too much, and beginning to hate it
3) I am a lesbian =.="
4) I will always remember this. "Being a tomboy is not just wearing all the guy's clothes and acting like one, but to bear the responsibilities that a man should bear, and give happiness to the ones I love".
5) I love Tom & Jerry!
6) One Piece is the best comic!
7) I don't like to read =/
8) I like my room to be really clean and tidy! But I don't like to tidy things up =.="
9) Taurus I am! and money is so important to me!
10) I hope I will get a girlfriend like Angelina Jolie. lol~ (younger of course)
11) I sometimes think that I should go to the temple and learn more about Buddhism~ (ok, u cool down)
12) I always forget things... grrr!!
13) I'm most likely the 1st person to get lost in some new city/place. (Bad sense of direction)
14) I totally CANNOT multitask!!! Geeezz!! 1 by 1 please!
15) And I hate to let people know what I'm thinking =P

Now You're Tagged!

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Tagging You Guys~

Alrite, I have no idea what to add in my post just yet~ So I decided to tag some friends to see what they'll write hehehe~ You may say I am khau bin phui, nobody tag me, but I tag other people already...who cares? Need to get tagged b4 u can start tagging people?

Hmm, I remember every1 has a similar line in their tags too... "Rules r meant to be broken rite?"And also the fact that, every1 likes to be tagged, and tagging people in return, OK?!

Wahaha~ I can't wait to tag Kok Quin! Behold! She'll show her ultimate scolding skills!!

Here goes, list of people who are getting tagged:
1) Chow Kok Quin!
2) Ong Kang Rui =P Miss u so much~
3) Jaryn
4) Suk Qian
5) Kar Yee (ask me not to tag her, but duh!!??)
6) Jamie
7) Chow Kok Quin =.=" again...for replying an empty tag

Hohoho~ better reply these tags!

Edit: Ok!! Due to some 'idiot' who thinks this is an empty tag!! I will have to write down the questions here!!! Jeeeezzz!!

Part One

1. What is the relationship of you and her?

2. Your five impressions towards him/her.

3. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you.

4. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you.

5. If she/he become your lover, you will...

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will...

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on...

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is...

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?

10. The overall impression of her/him is?

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

12. The character of you for yourself is?

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?

Part Two

1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state the rules clearly.

3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
(ok this is the part where you break the rules)

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Editted again: New sets of question (by me =P, I'll keep some coz they are really good)

1. What is your first impression towards him/her? (try to think hard)

2. Your five impressions towards him/her after getting to know him/her.

3. The most memorable thing she/he had done/said for you.

4. The most horrible thing she/he has done/said to you.

5. If she/he become your lover, you will...

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will...

7. She/he has to improve on...

8. Who is your best friend? Why? Or what have he/she done for you?

9. What characteristics do you think a quality friend should have?

10. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

12. The character of you for yourself is?

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

14. What do you think about gays/lesbians? (LOL)

15. Your ideal guy/girl should be...

hmm...added 6 new questions, fair enough?

Part 2
No changes made~

Magic Eye

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Lets get blurrr...

Well, I personally enjoy the feeling when I can successfully SEE the pictures inside. Sometimes its hard, but still, one of my favourite activity when I'm free hehe...

History
This thing came to me when I was 9 years old I think...haha~ Me uncle brought this book for me and my sister from Singapore. At first u know, looks like a piece of crap to me coz the title says "Dinosaur" but I can't see any of em when I flip through =.="
Then he explained abit and we started exploring the book slowly. I was extremely happy when I actually saw the dinosaurs!!! Whoa, not the pictures that made me happy but the fact that I could see it before my sister does. LOL!
(p/s: even my mom couldn't find the dinos inside, muahahahah)

Okok, don't worry bout freaky things that will pop up and scares you for staring at these pictures after 30 seconds!! SERIOUSLY!

Just a note, I already re-sized these pictures smaller to fit in my blog, but I'll make it so that if u click on the picture to see the full size Magic Eye picture.

Learn how to see 3D Magic Eye Pictures

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I'll leave this 2 pictures without answers.
Let u guys to discuss about it hahaha... Just for the fun of it =P

How to see Magic Eye 3D Picture

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How to see Magic Eye 3D Picture

Below is a Magic Eye 3D picture.

Look at the two red marks above the picture. Diverge your eyes as though you are looking through the image into the distance. Diverge your focus into the distance until you see two squares above the image turn into three squares.

When you clearly see three squares, at that distance the hidden 3D image will magically appear. Once you perceive the hidden image and depth, you can look around the entire 3D image easily. The longer you look, the clearer the illusion becomes.

It will be easier to find out the 3D image if you print the magic eye picture (black and white will also work)

Inside the above Magic Eye picture you will find the following 3D image if you can successfully see the hidden three dimentional image.

Ok, you should be able to see this one now... If you can't, keep trying!!!
It's really cool when u can see it... this one's quite easy to see.

More Magic Eye pictures will be posted in Magic Eye Section =P
Enjoy!!

Warm Welcome =)

2008-11-02T21:33:00.005+08:00

Hi !!!!
Welcome to my blog!!! =D this is my 1st time blogging in spite the fact that I'm IT student.

Ermm, IT is more about programming codes anyway, these kinda flashy, artistic things don't come around much.
Just a short welcome note here for me to start working things up along the way =)

Hope you enjoy the posts I put in my blog! Have fun~